The Metamorphosis of Change – Excerpts from the addictions of a Chef
You know….
I loved you
I felt you
The way you wrapped your arms around me
The way you sucked me in
The excitement
The creativity, the ability to be whatever we wanted to be
I fell for you and I fell hard
I put my heart and Soul into you
I put my life into you
I spent hours upon hours contemplating how to get the best out of this
How to tackle your world and how to make it all just real
How to gain riches from it
How to dig deep enough to fight every inner being that may have ever been subjected to my mind
I believed in you, I believed in us, we were a team
There was no way you could tear us apart, that you could ever shake that foundation
That passion inside of me…. That want, that desire
To create… to be real with you
To experience new horizons
There was no way, no way that I could ever do anything to screw it up
You always gave me another chance,
You always showed me there was another way through this rabbit hole
You always let me know there was a different way to skin the cat
You trusted in me, you believed in me and I believed in you
I believed in doing and I believed in creating
I believed in the teamwork and the system
And what we were building
I believed it all, and I loved it all
With an honest to god, deep down passion
That I would kill for, that I would die for
This knowing …..That inner gut of being right, following it, believing in it
So blinded and true, to the fibers of my heart and soul
And in the end.....
To have to separate yourself from that
To have to back up and take a look
To have to question your passion
Question your beliefs
Question your current reality
To make you wonder….
Was this a permanent thing?
Was this always what you were meant to be?
Or was this just a stepping stone to something greater?
In your mind, in your heart
The hardest question to ask is the one that always hurts the most to answer……
KH
You know….
I loved you
I felt you
The way you wrapped your arms around me
The way you sucked me in
The excitement
The creativity, the ability to be whatever we wanted to be
I fell for you and I fell hard
I put my heart and Soul into you
I put my life into you
I spent hours upon hours contemplating how to get the best out of this
How to tackle your world and how to make it all just real
How to gain riches from it
How to dig deep enough to fight every inner being that may have ever been subjected to my mind
I believed in you, I believed in us, we were a team
There was no way you could tear us apart, that you could ever shake that foundation
That passion inside of me…. That want, that desire
To create… to be real with you
To experience new horizons
There was no way, no way that I could ever do anything to screw it up
You always gave me another chance,
You always showed me there was another way through this rabbit hole
You always let me know there was a different way to skin the cat
You trusted in me, you believed in me and I believed in you
I believed in doing and I believed in creating
I believed in the teamwork and the system
And what we were building
I believed it all, and I loved it all
With an honest to god, deep down passion
That I would kill for, that I would die for
This knowing …..That inner gut of being right, following it, believing in it
So blinded and true, to the fibers of my heart and soul
And in the end.....
To have to separate yourself from that
To have to back up and take a look
To have to question your passion
Question your beliefs
Question your current reality
To make you wonder….
Was this a permanent thing?
Was this always what you were meant to be?
Or was this just a stepping stone to something greater?
In your mind, in your heart
The hardest question to ask is the one that always hurts the most to answer……
KH